Monday, December 30 
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moved to http://besidethemark.blogspot.com/




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accidentally pressed the stupid post button and this is what happens!!
OH the HORROR!! ok. Poor blog. i think i should move...




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 Sunday, December 29 
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It's Kristine Kreuk's birthday !
Thank God for this day...
A dam pretty girl was born... :)




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Dam. We have to go back to school tomorrow.
And i'll know my dam fucked up class.
Well, all I hope is to be in the same class with, especially Ping, and Jiang..
And maybe Chuns..
And.. Err.. Whoever else.
And if I ever get put in the same class as OngPuiPui...
OMG. I will DIE! Like, NOT ANOTHER YEAR!!!
It's been 2-3 years already?
DAM!


Later on, I would have to do several things.
Just to get ready to go to school.
- rolls eyes -

- Clean off my nice black nail polish
(Guess I won't be seeing it for months -Pouts-)
- Cut my nails!!! :(
And after all the months of keeping them.
But maybe... I WON'T! Muahahahahaaaa!!
- And finally, change my ear rings.
Dam!


And the day after tomorrow,
I'll have to get my IC done.
What trouble. It's driving me nuts.
I really need to get a nice photo.
Which I somehow doubt.


I'm somehow adjusting my sleeping hours back again.
I'm trying really hard.
Haha.
At least I have made an improvement.
No longer do I sleep at 4.
But I sleep around 2... Dam!
I need to get it back around 11+...


DAM! When are you ever gonna come online?? :(




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 Saturday, December 28 
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It seriously took me around 10 tries to get this guy.
OHHH!! Do I love him or what! Hahaha.
your%20ideal%20mate%20is%20Legolas!


:D Lovely...



And this, is the original me...

My%20ideal%20mate%20is%20Aragorn!%20




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 Friday, December 27 
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For PING, only ! :)
click !
username:intoxik
pw:intoxik




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 Thursday, December 26 
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I'm wearing cute shoes now.
Those you wear at home...
You know?
Mmmm... Those puffy ones!!
Soft and puffy...
Reminds me of marshmellows.
I WANT!
Anyway, it's darn cute.
Got it as a Christmas present!
Am using / wearing all my Christmas presents!
Mmm.. Shows how thankful I am..
And of course how I like it! :D
Yea! Like 99.9% of my christmas gifts!
Only don't like one.
Heh-heh. Ok. I still like my puffy shoe.
My whole family was saying that, that was the worst present but...
I kinda like it after a few minutes of looking at it and trying it on...
Lovely.... :D




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@ 6:29:00 AM  
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Went out today.
Pretty boring day though.
Caught Two Weeks Notice.
Not bad. :)


But the Qs to the cinemas were pretty bad!!
Even PS one was crowded.
Considering it usually ain't crowded.
Lido's one, too, was hellva bad.
Yes. After the long walk to lido, we headed down to PS cause the Q was too darn long.
Impatient person I am la...


Ok. Dam! I haven't sold a single one of my tickets!!
AHHH!! Ok. I'm not gonna pay 150 for the tickets if i can't sell any.
- Hrmpf - Retarded school.
Donate the money to us instead!!!




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 Tuesday, December 24 
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hope tomorrow's a better day!




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MERRY CHRISTMAS :)




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@ 7:28:00 AM  
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You know what?
I've made up my mind to really lighten up.

I should be happy for the things I already have.
I should be really thankful.
Like my parents,
like how I took them for granted.
But I know deep down in my heart I do,
really,
really love them.

And the other people who are around me.
And no, I should NOT be disgusted with people,
guys, to be precise, who are ugly.
I just shouldn't.
They're, he's a really nice guy.
Dang! Maybe it's just destined to be that way.
Ok. No ugly guys for me still. :P




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@ 7:23:00 AM  
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I guess it was meant to be...


Everybody won't be counting down to Christmas,
but counting down to the end of my birthday.

Yes. - Nods -




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+ A simple hug from you as my present would be the most fufilling present, ever +


But I bet you didn't even think about getting me anything.
Did you?


I just feel as though my birthday and Christmas is going to waste.
It seems as though every year has gone to waste.
This sucks.
And christmas is in one days time.
Haii... And I still haven't gotten several presents...

Someone tell me what's giving me the blues!!
Blue... Blue... Red... Black... Mmmmm


I see that a lot of people seem to want a hell lot of things.
But somehow this year,
I don't really want anything other than my perfume and my wallet.

But those are the things I NEED.

This year...
All I want is............


To be able to spend, just spend it with you.


- Shakes myself -
That will never happen you ben dan!
- Slaps myself - Heh-heh




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 Monday, December 23 
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Had 3 missed calls over and over again.
Because my phone's on vibration mode and I have no ring tone.
So the guy gave up and asked me to call him instead.
And he sang a birthday song.
How sweet.
But the only thing was..
It's SI BEI NAN TING!!
Hahaha. Nahh.
Still sweet mans. :)




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I'm so touched by all the happy birthday messages.
I can't believe people actually remembered.
Each and everyone made my day better, happier.
And I actually thought it would be nothing but boring.
And lonely...
And nothing I would ever want.
Hope it won't anyhow.
Thanx to everyone who made me smile. Love ya loads.




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Happy birthday to me.
Happy birthday to me.
Happy birthday to me.
Haiii...




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@ 6:37:00 AM  
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Got a little rabbit from my grandfather and a card and a cheque.
My dad got me 500grams of Famous Amos and a box of Ferrero Rocher!!
If you thinking I'm jumping for joy, think again!
I'll only gain weight and get fatter.
- Hrmpf -
And my mum gave me 50 bucks for tomorrow.
Sigh... I don't want my birthday to come.




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@ 6:06:00 AM  
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I'll be a year older tomorrow.
Hate birthdays.
Cause you would want it to be great,
you would want it to be perfect.
But that's clearly not possible.
And in the end,
you feel nothing but disappointment.




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 Sunday, December 22 
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I just don't understand this someone.
She says they doesn't do it.
Yet she does it,
right in front of everyone to see it.

She says she doesn't really say it.
But she did say it,
again,
right in front of everybody to hear it.

She says she seldom says it.
But she did.
Despite that fact that she said she doesn't really mean it.

It really puzzles me.
And sometimes the thought boils me from the inside.
- Rolls eyes -




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@ 7:35:00 AM  
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Let me tell you what I think about Lord of the Rings.


It's a 3 hour dam long show.
It makes your ass ache and it becomes numb.

And you toss and turn and feel uncomfortable cause the darn chair's too small.

You look up at the screen again to watch the show.
You see stupid sneegler (or however you spell it's name), talking to itself.

The cinema starts to get cold, and colder.
And your feet start to freeze.

You feel more uncomfortable.
But you have no choice and you just try to keep you, and your feet warm.

You continue watching the show.
And you see some guy, sitting on a dragon in the air.
Flapping, and flapping, it's wings away.

You realize your feet don't feel that cold anymore.
So you get back into a more confortable position.
Then you realize...
your legs have pins and needles.
The WHOLE LEG!

You try to make it go away.
And "ouch!" you go.

Then, you look for something to cover your feet instead of using your body heat alone.
And look and look.
Being a little distracted from the movie.

You're done.
You look up.
And you see...
trees......... walking.... And TALKING!!!!!!!!!!!

After an hour or less, the show ends.
On your way home, you start to think about it.
And think... And think.
Soon...
you realize that...
This show is all about a ring.
And 7 people headed out on a journey, out to destroy it.

And is the show any realistic? NO! Tsk.




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@ 7:35:00 AM  
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Ok. I don't think I'll be going offline anytime soon to,
both bathe and pack my room.
Guess Ziyi must be fuming at me not going back to do my "job".




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Oh my God!!

This guy...
He's so dam sweet!
Even I can't believe it.

He usually doesn't give out a single Christmas card.
But this year, he gave out 1.
- Sniffs -

I'm dammit touched!

I think..
No! I'm not gonna cry!
- Hrmpf -




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@ 5:44:00 AM  
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Gotta go soon to finish packing my room.
It's worse than a pig's sty I tell you..
And later on, I'll also have to bathe.

I feel dirty. :|




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@ 5:22:00 AM  
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Dam! Another so darn lovely song!
Another love at first hear song!!


Cry me a river - Justin Timberlake,
If I'm the one - Daniel Bedingfield,
Sorry seems to be the hardest word - Blue Feat Elton John
Pretty baby - Vanessa Carlton

Maybe - Enrique Iglesias
These are the days - Otown
Can I go now - Jennifer Love Hweit
Jenny from the block - JLo


ALL these songs were love at first hear. Tsk. especially those in bold.



If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I



Isn't it weird, how someone can be so special to me even when he and she and I totally aren't even close.
And barely even talk to each other.
And the worst thing is I keep dreaming of them.
1/2 the time is dreaming that I like them. Even though I DO NOT.




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Saturday

Went out with Pingx.
Caught Santa Clause 2 cause we, or maybe just i, wanted to watch a movie!!
And, the rest of the shows timing was out.

Bought both, Jose's Christmas and farewell present. :)

We just walked around and stuff.
Then later, we went to meet Charlene.
She's really nice. :D
Had fun talking to her.

And at fareast, I, first, dared Ping to take a picture of Paul.
Dam happy he actually remembered me.
Cause he didn't seem to remember before and..
I missed those days when we just kept playing with each other. :)

...And Ping actually did take!!
How daring. :))


Later, she dedicated a song to both Charl, and I.
Yes. I asked for Justin Timberlakes, Cry Me A River.
Love that song. :D


Around 8+, we left town.
Charlene went to meet her parents.
Ping went home.
And I, went to meet my parents and Ziyi.

My Mother la!
Force me to go catch Lord of the Rings with them.


The show was... Ok.
Got dam tired of watching the show.
3 hours. Dam long. Too long.


Besides, I think the plot or whatsoever is dumb.
Too lazy to elaborate anyhow.



Sunday / Today

Went town to get presents for the rest of the people whom we haven't gotten presents for.
- SHIT! Still haven't gotten for 2 people!! (( Only getting for only 3 people btw... )) -


In the end, yes, we did finish getting the rest stuff.
But! I cost them hellva bomb!
Spent 135.50 bucks!! Excluding Cold Storage stuff.
( Mind you, we, the pigs, spent 100++ worth of goodies. :) Heh-heh. )
Also, excluding my birthday present from Fengyi.
Yea. She owes my mum. :) The darn thing was only 26 bucks anyhow.
Pretty cheap. For a wallet that is... :D


FINALLY GOT A WALLET!!!!!!
- Jumps for the sky -
Now, say "bye! bye!" to my plastic-bag wallet.
Heh-heh. :P


What I bought today

- One red blouse ( From Zara ) 25.90
- Another red blouse ( From Zara ) 59.90
- sexy undies!!! ( From Triump ) 17.90
- chain ( From Perlini's ) 7
- Pillow ( From Taka ) 7.90
- Boaster ( From Taka, sharing with Ziyi ) 15.90 ( In total )


Yea. Don't I just have expensive taste?
- Nods and shakes head -



Audrey Chua just sent me a birthday card online.
Mmmm...




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 Friday, December 20 
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Wanna do some Christmas shopping tomorrow!
I need to put it on reminder...
Heh-heh




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Yay!
I'm damm hell excited to go to town tomorrow!!!!!!!!
Can see 3 people that...
Ok. 2 more special people.
The other one..
Can la. :D I'm just so excited!!!
Plus going with Ping.
So, still good la. Great to be with a great person to meet great people! :D




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@ 6:53:00 AM  
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You were my sun
You were my earth
But you didn't know all the ways I loved you, no
So you took a chance
And made other plans
But I bet you didn't think your thing would come crashing down, no


You don't have to say, what you did,
I already know, I found out from him
Now there's just no chance, for you and me, there'll never be
And don't it make you sad about it

You told me you loved me
Why did you leave me, all alone
Now you tell me you need me
When you call me, on the phone
Girl I refuse, you must have me confused
With some other guy
Your bridges were burned, and now it's your turn
To cry, cry me a river
Cry me a river-er
Cry me a river
Cry me a river-er, yea yea

I know that they say
That somethings are better left unsaid
It wasn't like you only talked to him and you know it
(Don't act like you don't know it)
All of these things people told me
Keep messing with my head
(Messing with my head)
You should've picked honesty
Then you may not have blown it

You don't have to say, what you did,
(Don't have to say, what you did)
I already know, I found out from him
Now there's just no chance, for you and me, there'll never be
(No chance, you and me)
And don't it make you sad about it

You told me you loved me
Why did you leave me, all alone
(All alone)
Now you tell me you need me
When you call me, on the phone
(When you call me on the phone)
Girl I refuse, you must have me confused
With some other guy
(I'm not like them baby)
Your bridges were burned, and now it's your turn
(It's your turn)
To cry, cry me a river
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river-er
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river
(Baby go on and just)
Cry me a river-er, yea yea

Oh
(Oh)
The damage is done
So I guess I be leaving
Oh
(Oh)
The damage is done
So I guess I be leaving
Oh
(Oh)
The damage is done
So I guess I be leaving
Oh
(Oh)
The damage is done
So I guess I be... leaving

You don't have to say, what you did,
(Don't have to say, what you did)
I already know, I found out from him
(I already know, uh)
Now there's just no chance, for you and me, there'll never be
(No chance, you and me)
And don't it make you sad about it

Cry me a river
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river-er
(Baby go on and just)
Cry me a river
(You can go on and just)
Cry me a river-er, yea yea

Cry me a river
(Baby go on and just)
Cry me a river-er
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river
(Cause I've already cried)
Cry me a river-er, yea yea
(Ain't gonna cry no more, yea-yea)

Cry me a river
Cry me a river, oh
Cry me a river, oh
Cry me a river, oh

Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)

Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river
(Cry me, cry me)




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The Unbeatable characters are irritating the hell out of me.


YanFei - His little boy act now, now that he has lost his memory.
QiFang - Her stupid act of not letting Feige explain everything last time and regretting when nothing can be done.
XIAOXING - His stupid face. His stupid, arrogant act. EVERYTHING!!
DingWei - He just don't know how to act properly.
Meiyao - Her navieness.
Comm Huang - His evil acts.
Shengfeng - Nothing. Just loves his face :D Him! mmm
Wenxin's husband - His betrayal and money-faced mind.
Yuexue - Everything: For example, her love for YanFei, and how she barges in everything, trying to help but makes a bigger mess.
Wenxin and daugher and Shenfeng's bro - Nothing :)
DingWei's Parents - Nothing but money-minded freaks.


- grrrrrr -




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I like Cry Me A River by Justin Timberlake.
Yes, I know a lot of people who hate it.
It's another song which was love at first hear.
Finally downloaded it!
Kept on forgetting.
Muddle-headed woman.




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@ 6:09:00 AM  
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funny how when i was just thinking of this particular person, and that person just came online.




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You're Martha Kent. With a heart as big as yours, you should have plenty of love left for yourself. Don't push your own needs aside.


DANG!!! Wanted to be ....



!!! :|




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 Wednesday, December 18 
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Flo and Zach won.
Yea.

Everyone seems to hate her.
Says she's a bitch?
Well, I think she's alright what.
What's wrong with everyone?
Haha. Or is it me? mmm...




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@ 11:12:00 PM  
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I know there's Amazing Race right now.
But there are no more twins.
So there's not really much point in watching it already.
Heh-heh.




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You light me up and then I fall for you
You lay me down and then I call for you
Stumbling on reasons that are far and few
I'd let it all come down and then some for you

Pretty baby don't you leave me
I have been saving smiles for you
Pretty baby why can't you see
You're the one that I belong to
I'll be the embrace that keeps you warm
For you're the sun that breaks the storm
I'll be alright and I'll sleep sound
As long as you keep comin' around, oh pretty baby

And I know things can't last forever
But there are lessons that you'll never learn
Oh just the scent of you it makes me hurt
So how's it you that makes me better

Why can't you hold me and never let go
When you touch me it is me that you own
Pretty baby oh the place that you hold in my heart
Would you break it apart again
... oh pretty baby



Love this song.
Pretty Baby By Vanessa Carlton. :)




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@ 10:44:00 PM  
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Ziyi got posted to Juroung.












Hahaha. Nah.
That was what she told everyone, at first.
Cheeky little girl, she is.

Anyhow, she got into AC, as expected.
She's, fine with it. :)



All of my club people, Like the Andrews, Angelina, Rachel, ( err, who else is there? )
All got into RJ, `cept for Ziyi.

But I must say, one Andrew, girfted.
Other, mugger.
Angelina, smart? Rachel, too.
And all of them, are in good schools.
RG, ACSI, RI, etc.
So, :D





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Jose, Ey, I sent the letter already. :D Haha. I can imagine it, slowly, making it's way all the way down to Indo! Haha. Posted it, just yesterday. But only put it in the mail box around 6+ on my way to my club. So, they probably only picked it up this morning, right? Yes. I wrote pretty little. But luckily, I didn't, really, make a big mess anyhoo. I think Siping's one was the messiest. But I had fun doodleing (?) on it. Heh-heh. Ok. Happy reading it!! I mean, once it gets there. Haha.
( I guess it's long enough to make up the past few days? )




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I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO FOR MY BIRTHDAY!!!
neither do I know what to do on christmas.
I want it to be special, nonetheless.
But, it's highly impossible.
I guess I; we, would most likely to be spending the whole, best and wonderful season of the year,
WITH MY FREAKKIN COUSINS!!!!!!!
The horror I tell you...
But I, really, really, thank God for Ziyi.
The most we can suffer together. :D


Ok. Someone tell me what to do for my birthday.




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mmm it's gonna be a darn boring day today.
Gonna stay home the whole day I guess.
Or maybe I'll be going ikea with Ziyi and my Grandparents.
( I mean, we need the ride there and the cash ) ;)


Btw, heard some news last night.
Oh my God, I was totally freaked and disgusted by the news!
Sigh, well, all I can say is that I suck.
Yall will never understand though, so far, only Serene does. :P
Right, Serene? - winks -


And yes! She, doesn't agree I suck, but she says I'm mean.
mmm can't help it though. :|

As in, really.
Those feelings just come like that.
And no matter how hard you try to get rid of it,
you CAN'T.




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 Tuesday, December 17 
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Shows, shows, shows.
What shows are there to watch now ar?
Want to go catch a movie but it seems there's nothing to catch. :|


Yes, I know i have 9, un-watched vcds at home, but, mmm
Watched one. Stuart Little 2.
But wasn't listening more than half the time cause was busy messaging.
Red Dragon, have already watched in the cinema.
Then 8 Mile, I'm waiting for Serene to come my house to watch with me. :D
Tuxedo. No mood.
Guru, don't feel like too.
Reign of fire, never intended on watching that show.
Ok, maybe once.
mmm can't remember the rest.


I WANT TO WATCH, Help! I'm a fish! :|




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I feel like TOMYAN CUP NOODLES!!!!!
Cause my imaginative nose thinks she smells it.
But now, it somehow smells like, something burnt!
- Covers nose -




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Oh! Also, outside cine there's this charity thing, right?
Yea. Mark and someone else thought it was, jump that distance on the mat and win that much.
So they went to check it out.
Actually it's some charity thing, so, Mark and Chenann decided to... help (?); go for it (?)
Yes. Mark had to jump 3 times in total.
Haha. Dam funny. He jumped once for himself, then another guy, cause he wasn't dressed to jump,
and another person, who wanted to help the charity more cause he could jump 50.
Haha. 50. Wow. Somemore for all 3. :D




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@ 6:12:00 AM  
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+ It sucks to not want to feel this way but just you can't help feeling it +


And the thing is, he's so nice! - pouts -


Went town today with Mark, Daryl, ( Talk about Mark, he just came online. How coincidental), Chen ann and gary for a short while.
Did nothing much.

First, we went bowling.
Daryl and I didn't bowl though.
After that, ate, then went to play pool.
Went to Mambo at first but they just had to check all of our ics.
So, darn!
Off to Far East Shopping Center.
Went in by the back door.

And I must say, I've improved really, really a lot, a lot, a lot. :D

Short and pretty boring day.
I mean, guys aren't all that fun. - grin -

And I ain't close to any of them.
And I don't even know one of them. :/


But the best part was, I DIDN'T EVEN SPEND A SINGLE CENT! :D




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 Monday, December 16 
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woops!!


Jose Hey. :D
Look at my blog! Nice? Haha. :P
And, hurry write and send ok? ;)




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Don't you think he looks dammmmmm prettieeee in the pic?
Well, I think so. And I can't stand his face!!!
Wanna kiss it.! !!! :) Love him. Heh-heh. - blushes -


And who says all who like Jerry, later changes to like Zaizai.? !
My Ass! See it? Kiss it! - hrmpf - ( lifts head and walks away )




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 Sunday, December 15 
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Blue Feat Elton John
Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word


What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to make you care?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
And I wake to find that you're not there?

What I got to go to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation.
And it's getting more and more absurd.
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word.

What do I do to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation.
And it's getting more and more absurd.
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word.

Yeh. Sorry

What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
What have I got to do?
What have I got to do?
When sorry seems to be the hardest word.



This song is like, Love at first hear...
awww.. i just love it like, hell lot!! :D




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@ 9:59:00 PM  
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i got 8 mile vcd too. :D




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@ 9:29:00 PM  
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dammit tired.
woke up around 12:36?
cause first thing i did was check my phone.


i talked on the phone for 6 and a half hours!
i think it's my record.
or rather, both of our records.
could have been longer if my bloody father didn't have to wake up.
-growls-
oh wells, don't know what the hell we talked about for so darn long.
mmmm...


i've got black nails!
mmm what's the connection. ?




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@ 1:39:00 AM  
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guess who's back?
back again! yay! :)


honestly, today, didn't want to leave.
yes, i have my reasons.
and to make things clear,
it's NOT because of the country.
hahaha. :P


wanted to come home cause i missed certain people and of course, my phone.
followed by the comp and tv.
these two are in no order or merit.


shopped hell lot. spent over RM 400+++++++++++
i didn't spent the most.
i tighed with feng.
and as usual, ziyi spent the least.
wazzup with her mans? -scratches head-


spent alot of time on the road.
i was dying.
my ass was dying.
my brain was dead.
my eyes were closing.
yea.


on the first day, when i first reached there,
guess who i saw.
MRS SEAH!
of course i didn't let her see me.
mmm i hate teachers anyhow.


ok. shall elaborate later on.
wanna go read some people's blog right now. :)




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 Wednesday, December 11 
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why do guys know NOTHING ???




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@ 2:13:00 AM  
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Woah. I've been online since 10+ AM!


-Slaps myself-
I'm going back to my old self last year.
Which reminds me ...
I guess this was around the time I got my blog last year so, ...


HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY !!

:)


Gotta pack my stuff!!
AHHH!!
How could I neglet that, so very important thing to do?!
Have been online and messaging the whole darn day!!
And, from 9 onwards, or maybe 8, I'll be watching tv !!!
yike!! And I'll need to take a shower too. -Hurries-




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@ 12:48:00 AM  
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Woah. Like, Ping, Wei and Virn are all also assholes!!
Hahaha. I mean, the quizzes.
Mmm.. All bung/a/gonna-be-bung people? mmm -rubs chin-
Except me. Mmmmm :D




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 Tuesday, December 10 
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It hurts so dam fucking much that i cannot tolerate the pain any longer and am going to bed so that i won't be able to feel the horrendous pain once i'm in wonderlala, zzz land. I even rather have a 1000000000000000000000000000 nightmares than this pain. Yes. That's how much it hurts.
Maybe it feels like a stab in my stomach. Sucks. :(




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@ 9:01:00 AM  
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fuck. my stomach really hurts.
it's like, it's eating me from the inside.
really! haii




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You know what?
Yesterday, headed down to my club just to company Serene.
Sweet me went all the way down there just because she wanted me to.
-Awww-


Anyway, that's not the point.
Yesterday, was hiding day.


Yes. I admit sometimes I am embarrassed to be around with my mother.
(Sorry. I know it's dammit bad but it's a natural feeling for me. Now, blame my feelings!)
So was with her at parkway.
Wanted to get my envolopes because my christmas cards initially had no envolopes!
Those cheaters.
Anyway, yes. And saw all the VJ hockey people.
Eh hem. Plus.. Wei, Priscilla and Eunice.
Didn't really want to see who else if there were anyway.
Besides, was wearing horrid clothes.
Yes. I was trying to turn my body somehow.

Then at the club, this woman, (saw her tag) CINDY CHEONG.
She was taking hell long to serve us.
So I went "Excuse me (dragging)"
Loud and rude me didn't notice how loud I went.
Serene got a shock indeed.
But the worst thing was the bloody woman went, "Yes. Could you please hold on?"
And gave me that, you bitch, look, with her on the verge on diao-ing me.
-sniffs- don't tell me club conflicts!? (cause this is NOT the only incident.)

Then was at the games room.
Changed 2 bucks first.
The guy gave me 4, 50 cents coins.
I didn't know what was up with my fucked up brain that couldn't tell it was 2 bucks!
So i was like, "This is not 2 dollars! I gave you 2, DOLLARS!"
And each time I replied, the higher my fucking voice; tone went.
and I really yelled at the poor innocent guy!!
Like, JUNYI! WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM?! :(
Then.. Serene, being shocked once again, came up and said,
"It's 2 dollars what."
I thought for a second and was dammit embarrassed, and hurry ran off. (not literally though)
stayed in the games room a little longer cause she wanted to play more games.
Ohhh!! How embarrassed I was. THE SHAME!!!
And the worst part was I left my phone there after i hurried off, embarrassed.
i made poor, sweet Serene help me get it. :| Dumb dumb Junyi. -Bish-



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Oh. And smart me knew that she was gonna choose Amanda.
:D Said it right from the beginning of the show.
And from the previous week. Am I smart or am I smart?
:D :D Mmm even though I still prefer TRISTA much much better.
:| Dumb guy. mmm Alex. What a name.




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@ 7:08:00 AM  
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dammit.
am going off to malaca on thurs.
and will be staying at home tomorrow to do the packing and everything.


went town for a short while today to trim my hair.
bumped into pingx, charl and char oon.
pretty boring and painful day for me today.
glad it's almost over.
haii. my tummie just keeps hurting!
curse my mens!




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 Sunday, December 8 
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i've re-thought my thought.
i'm gonna give more people christmas cards.
mmmm
i wanna set up my christmas tree too.
haven't set it up in years.
neither have i seen our ever dearest christmas tree in years.
and i used to be so darn excited and over-joyed when i had the honour, (in the past), to set up the christmas tree.
awwwww..
i missed those days. :| (wrong face)
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 Saturday, December 7 
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off to eat and watch tv! :D




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slept around 3 last night.
a pig like me usually doesn't stay up this late.
so.. :) as in, if or when i sleep at 3, it's usually because i'm on the phone.
but this time, it's just me, and the television.


plonked into bed at 3.
and had, not a weird dream but a dream of people.
people that i haven't talked to for months cause of..
mmm.. god knows why.
so therefore, woke up feeling weird.
felt real. actually, around 50% or less of my dreams do.
so.. ya.


i feel... like i'm out of touch with alot of people. ?
and haven't been on the phone for several days.
mmmmmmmmmm this sucks




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@ 2:43:00 AM  
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just got yelled at by my sick mum. !!!
parents... -strangles something-




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@ 2:42:00 AM  
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also, look at the other blog. just look at her pretty face! -arhhh-




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but then again i think.. i like JY more. OMG! he has the .. almost same initials as me! :D
okok. it's Jerry Yan. am a little embarrassed to write it down you see... hahaha.




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@ 2:36:00 AM  
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and i just realized! she has nice lips. :)




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gorgeous, she is. don't yall think? -dreamy look-




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yay! my first accomplishment of putting a pic up on blogger!
hahaha. what a loser i am! geez.
and it took me really long... haha. :/
considering i had a blog since... like, a year ago??
man! anyway, what do yall think? :?




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christmas is near!
and i've already bought some christmas cards!
THINK i'm only giving 10 people.
which are those people who are special to me! :D
so if you get one, lucky you. lol.


thurs
out with ping.
watched swimfan
walked around like crazy.
bought 2 f4 posters.
hehheh. -shudders away-
then went to meet parents and caught 007.
noisynoisy come dumb etc., show
never liked that show anyway.
and bought some vcd.


friday
sent jose off.
rented some vcds.
have watched all of them already.


am dammit bored.
was supposed to go for training but look where i am now.
shall go club later just to meet and talk to serene and whoever's there.
so.. no training for me. i HATE it. yes! i do. :|




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 Friday, December 6 
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asshole




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 Wednesday, December 4 
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CHARMED! CHARMED! CHARMED! yay! finally. and small ville.!

gee. i haven't bathed. neither have i eaten my dinner.
i'm gonna have BURGER KING! YAY!! :D
- hurries to the toilet and washes away drool -
and later get ready for charmed and small ville!
YAY! YAY! YAY! i love wednesdays. :D




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 Tuesday, December 3 
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geez. not feeling too good right now.
beats the hell outta me why. :|




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+ oh baby baby baby, my baby baby. wo que bu neng shi qu ni. bu guan ni, zai na li, wo yi ding hui zao dao ni +


just finished watching the METEOR GARDEN 2 !! as in, those cds that i have. i only have vol 1. :( sighh. I WANT MORE!!! :(


the first volume has 12 cds in it. and each one is only 20 MINUTES!!
how weird. and isn't it usually 45 minutes? mmm




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 Sunday, December 1 
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i'm soooooooooooooo excited about christmas..
i'm gonna write my wish list down now! :D


wish list

- wallet
- my perfume


actually.. i don't know what i want.
and the funny thing is those are the things i want or i'm getting for my birthday!!
hahaha. :|




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GOD! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S GONNA BE CHRISTMAS SOON AGAIN MANS!!
like.. i still remember last year when i first got this darn blog and busy blogging away my christmas wish list and everything..
hahaha. and i still remember the top, the first thing. the first person actually.. on my wish list. hah.
mann !! this is how time flies so darn fast.
and GOD DAM IT! i'll still be in sec3.
dam fucked up. dam dreadful though. sucks mans. a whole dam lot. :|




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those below? were just tests. if you didn't know.


damm! having a dammit bad tummie ache right now and for the past 3 days!! and the most sickening part is that it's pain and yet there's no shit for me to clear!! how annoying.


well, i've been having weird dreams for one thing. have been dreaming of people that i've not dreamt for months? !
like, lastlast night, lastlastlast night, and lastlastlastlast night, i was busy dreaming about wei. weird. some were pretty short though.
and last night, a whole darn long dream of virn! now.. wassup with that?! mmm :|




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